2/20/2023 0 Comments India arie songs life is a journey![]() I presented it in the school radio, playing in the end "When You Believe" by Whitney Houston and Mariah Carey. I wrote that you must keep believing and fighting no matter what because your patience shall be rewarded when it's time. I've been also asking: What happened to that strong-willed dreamer that I've been the last 10 years? Am I becoming a cynical loser? At secondary school (few years ago) I even wrote an entire speech on that how you mustn't listen to doubtful voices from anyone on the journey of realizing your dreams. The past weeks I have felt like I don't even know myself anymore. The thing is that for a couple of months I have felt like losing connection to myself and God. I keep asking: What if I fail my baccalaureates? What if I can't get the education that I want to? What if I'll remain jobless? What if my dreams won't become true? How am I supposed to help people when I need this much help myself? I still pray for God to help us but I'm getting really hopeless and disappointed, because from my ankle things are just getting worse. I think I've been also before in the same situation but now once again I feel like losing my belief in myself and maybe even in our Lord Jesus Christ. In my previous posts I talked much about my struggles and I really feel like those struggles are taking over me and they're just getting bigger and bigger. I want to be honest and say that I'm really exhausted and that may be another reason why you haven't heard from me for so long time. Six months ago I also became a mum so I feel that I truly have had time almost for everything or everyone except myself. I've been really busy with my baccalaureates and I have to start preparing for my English baccalaureate this month or on December. ![]() I'm so greatful that more and more people find my blog though I haven't been active for really long time. There's been so much going in my life that I nearly have stopped writing this blog though I'm both in Bloggers and BlogFrog.
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